tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80277663759846208012024-03-05T11:09:29.504-06:00Kilts, Haggis, & Highlands... here we comeExpatriate: From the Latin ex (out of) and patria (country, fatherland).Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-47753219960747530052009-10-23T03:49:00.000-05:002009-10-23T03:50:24.817-05:00Are All Aussies This Rude?So I was crossing the street early this morning and nearly got struck by an Aussie on a bicycle. I had 10 minutes until my next bus, so decided to check the newsagent on the other side of South Bridge for the latest Economist. I had just finished by 8th night shift in a row, so was functioning at limited capacity when I suddenly heard a crisp, “Watch yerself.” I stopped and stood there stupidly in the street while the Aussie zipped past. I mumbled “sorry” to the chap as he passed, but he was dressed all in black and it was still quite dark out. He did have one of those flashing lights on the front of his handlebars, but that could have been a distant car, a flashing UFO, a dancing will o’ wisp, Tinkerbell, or any of the other various hallucinations I am prone to after eight days of sleep deprivation. However, as this Aussie passed he continued with, “For fuck’s sake.” Well now, that was totally uncalled for and demanded a witty repartee. So the rusty, sleepy wheels of my brain grinded out an interesting amalgamation of random words and I hurled back the gem of an insult which appeared before my lips: “Kiss off… fuckhead.” <br /><br />Hmm…. Interesting. A combination that has likely never been uttered by my lips and could only have been constructed in the workshop bowels of the sleepy subconscious. I decided it was a most glorious comeback, nevertheless. It reminded me of George Costanza’s jerk store. The Aussie must have been dumbstruck, because he kept on riding in silence.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-20416308587374855202009-08-10T06:08:00.002-05:002009-08-10T06:12:46.602-05:00Edinburgh CavalcadeTo kick off Edinburgh Festival 2009, the annual Cavalcade was held yesterday in Holyrood Park. The parade is usually run along Princes Street, but this year Princes Street is in utter chaos due to the new tram they are installing so it was instead in the Park - which I think was a great spot due to the massive crowds. They say that despite the recession, this may be a banner year for the festival. It seems like although we may be lacking in international tourists, lots of Brits are pinching their pence by taking their holidays within the UK instead of elsewhere.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8oLakOvII/AAAAAAAAIC8/yKcDCRFWY0c/s512/DSC_3124.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 343px; height: 512px;" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8oLakOvII/AAAAAAAAIC8/yKcDCRFWY0c/s512/DSC_3124.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8onMc_2TI/AAAAAAAAIEw/qRv9Tv8RXvo/s800/DSC_3164.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 800px; height: 451px;" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8onMc_2TI/AAAAAAAAIEw/qRv9Tv8RXvo/s800/DSC_3164.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8pWUUXAAI/AAAAAAAAIIU/KlU8oHAg-jo/s512/DSC_3224.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 343px; height: 512px;" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8pWUUXAAI/AAAAAAAAIIU/KlU8oHAg-jo/s512/DSC_3224.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8o0dGTK1I/AAAAAAAAIGI/EjiUMmja8f0/s512/DSC_3182.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 343px; height: 512px;" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8o0dGTK1I/AAAAAAAAIGI/EjiUMmja8f0/s512/DSC_3182.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8oWpaZ0vI/AAAAAAAAIDs/N8kTnoKo2hA/s512/DSC_3145.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 343px; height: 512px;" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8oWpaZ0vI/AAAAAAAAIDs/N8kTnoKo2hA/s512/DSC_3145.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8poA-fNCI/AAAAAAAAIJY/ruzSIOWbP8I/s720/DSC_3248.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 720px; height: 482px;" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/Sn8poA-fNCI/AAAAAAAAIJY/ruzSIOWbP8I/s720/DSC_3248.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a>Ocikittyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13272773805908732413noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-38194480548301610282009-08-07T16:53:00.006-05:002009-08-07T16:59:16.650-05:00Cramond Island<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/SnxwVmgqysI/AAAAAAAAH-o/PZ-NGbgZkBA/s640/DSCN0515.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 640px; height: 480px;" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/SnxwVmgqysI/AAAAAAAAH-o/PZ-NGbgZkBA/s640/DSCN0515.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />This morning I volunteered with the Scottish Wildlife Trust, out at Cramond House in Cramond village outside of Edinburgh. From 10 to 12 I helped stuff envelopes with member renewal letters, enjoyed some tea and bisquits, and chatted with three friendly retirees. Cramond House is right next to the ruins of a Roman fort, and it is itself from the 1600s.<br /><br />It was a beautiful day so after we finished at noon, I walked down to check out the beach nearby and discovered this lovely little tidal island. I was expected back at work so didn't have time to walk the 1 mile out across the walkway to the island, but I'll definitely be going back to explore. At high tide, the walkway is totally underwater so you have to be careful to not get yourself stranded. The walkway runs alongside a series of concrete pylons that were erected during WW2 as a submarine barrier. Below is a better perspective on the barrier.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/SnxwYWTtLGI/AAAAAAAAH-w/BmfbNOQVMMI/s640/DSCN0517.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 640px; height: 480px;" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_uSyRXnRKmYo/SnxwYWTtLGI/AAAAAAAAH-w/BmfbNOQVMMI/s640/DSCN0517.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a>Ocikittyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13272773805908732413noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-12292056024421223362009-02-24T09:33:00.001-06:002009-02-24T09:33:14.876-06:00Leith Street JunkiesI saw my first Leith junk dealer today. He was right there on Leith Street, near a Ladbrokes, trying to collect money from a junkie. The guy was about 5 foot 6 inches tall, and could not have weighed more than 120. But he had one of those crazy, wiry, junkie builds. I have no doubt he has the ability to call upon reservoirs of crack, heroin, and speed stored in fat cells to help him kick the shit out of anyone he jumps.<br /><br />He was dressed in a white jumper and track suit bottoms. He had the hood of the jumper up, of course. Among Leith streeters that is the universal sign of, “hey I’m a badass, and I’m too cool for peripheral vision..” In the pocket of his hooded jumper was one of those large beer cans that look like soup cans. The kind that you have to rip the top off, like a V8 can. They must be really cheap, and really potent. I have never actually seen one in a store, usually just tossed in the gutter.<br /><br />He was up in some junkie’s face (and he was short, so he had to look up), pointing with the finger of his right hand. All the fingers on his right hand had large gold rings on them. Not the kind you get in jewelry stores, more like the kind you buy from the counter of a tattoo parlor. He held a leash in his left hand, which was attached to one of those Spud McKenzie dogs. This one was a little leaner and meaner than Spud and looked like his idea of a good time was biting someone’s nads, rather than hanging out with beer chicks. <br /><br />I couldn’t make out what he was saying to the junkie. He was being very expressive though. I suppose you have to be with junkies. The uniform of a junkie is this: dirty blue jeans, a hooded jumper with the hood either up or down, a used coat, probably from a local shelter, in decent condition, chin stubble, slightly mussed hair (but greasy enough that it is not sticking up), and a downward stare. Usually they are in their late teens or twenties. I am sure there are not many that make it all the way to thirty without getting clean, getting killed, or getting jailed.<br /><br />I didn’t stop and stare. The junk dealer was sure to eye any passerby’s who didn’t pretend not to notice a mean, raging glare, as if to say, “you want some of this? I got plenty to go around.” <br /><br />I continued to Scot Mid and bought some beer and wine.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-8508348475055537742008-11-05T10:12:00.010-06:002008-11-05T10:32:32.257-06:00Yes We CanI stayed up last night to watch the election coverage. There has been a lot of it here, during the primaries and the presidential race. I've regretted missing certain aspects of this hugely historic period for America, such as the political commercials (which surely would have grown torturous to me months ago were I living in the US!). But there's been no dearth of news here; the UK's interest level in the US election has been a clear demonstration to me of just how <span style="font-style:italic;">dis</span>interested the US is in the affairs of other countries, by comparison.<br /><br />Last night, after 11pm here (6pm EST) the BBC had constant coverage of the election results. I watched the BBC on my TV and MSNBC's live streaming coverage on my laptop, switching back and forth between which was muted.<br /><br />After Pennsylvania was called for Obama early on, I dozed off for a while during the lull around 2am, sleeping on the floor in our lounge (that's the living room in Amerispeak). I woke up shortly after 4am, just in time to witness McCain's concession speech... barely able to believe what I was seeing.<br /><br />I stayed up for Obama's acceptance speech at 5am, and again I could barely believe what I was seeing. Beautiful. Look at our new first family.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjp1KWZHcjiyxyayzdIhr4C0SbpCGIazkA7N6DPGIXAYcBqCzL269KK53Q_rstuf7iPvdPQoK5Fc-Cdgbu4matvAurPwgIrMo8ZYzpUV-4bJT7v0RZ_PhGCUQA90-dRwK7QFNT7F4oDcnU/s1600-h/obama_family_acceptance.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 224px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjp1KWZHcjiyxyayzdIhr4C0SbpCGIazkA7N6DPGIXAYcBqCzL269KK53Q_rstuf7iPvdPQoK5Fc-Cdgbu4matvAurPwgIrMo8ZYzpUV-4bJT7v0RZ_PhGCUQA90-dRwK7QFNT7F4oDcnU/s320/obama_family_acceptance.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265208568792007666" /></a><br /><br />Today, I am proud to be an American.Ocikittyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13272773805908732413noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-63391619836468490302008-11-03T17:18:00.007-06:002008-11-03T17:36:03.478-06:001 Year - Moving around but staying put<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/a/ad/HibernianFC_crest.png/150px-HibernianFC_crest.png"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 159px;" src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/a/ad/HibernianFC_crest.png/150px-HibernianFC_crest.png" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />Over the weekend we celebrated our 1-year anniversary in Scotland. It came at a good time, a week or so after a scare during which we thought we might have to relocate to Oxford (due to reorganisation in my company) passed; we got word that we're safe here for now - no end to our stay in sight. We commemorated 1 year by having over five friends, a cosmopolitan group of whom none is Scottish but just 1 other is American - the rest are from Canada, Singapore, Italy, and England. <br /><br />We've just put a deposit on a new, penthouse flat, one with incredible, too-good-to-be-true views of Arthur's Seat, as well as Calton Hill, plus very limited views of the Firth of Forth from two (of three!) bedrooms. We'll move at the beginning of December, right after we return to Edinburgh after a trip home to St. Louis (and a Thanksgiving vacation in Cabo San Lucas, Mexico). <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqypevHZ_mh__Cceb5PF6CjuOojd_b3cAJpAs6jJIcDJILxMmXNsFjJNOwUdKuoWZiW74flvA_7tRclL80UF5kLD2DTP7YlQBvKkGjuIq28gJ4ZKOY_-63e1TKf0pJIfB36IUDWqn8P2g/s1600-h/flat_views.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqypevHZ_mh__Cceb5PF6CjuOojd_b3cAJpAs6jJIcDJILxMmXNsFjJNOwUdKuoWZiW74flvA_7tRclL80UF5kLD2DTP7YlQBvKkGjuIq28gJ4ZKOY_-63e1TKf0pJIfB36IUDWqn8P2g/s320/flat_views.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5264576235148495858" /></a>After spending a year living, literally, across the street from my office, I'm looking forward to calling a different neighborhood home. It's hard to feel settled living nextdoor to work; it creates the sense of just being on a very extended business trip. Our new 'hood is the one around Easter Road Stadium, home to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hibernian_F.C.">Hibernian</a>, aka the Hibs, one of Edinburgh's two pro football (that's soccer in Ameri-speak) teams. In fact, our new building is immediately adjacent to the stadium, and from our lounge you can look down into the east-facing stands.<br /><br />1 year in and all is well. We are loving life here, and after facing the prospect of having to leave due to decisions beyond our control by the higher-ups of my company, we're able to appreciate the gift of being here all the more. I feel very, very fortunate.Ocikittyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13272773805908732413noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-31235399490910848372008-01-01T11:24:00.001-06:002008-01-01T12:06:38.566-06:00Irn-BruIrn-Bru (pronounced <span style="font-style:italic;">iron brew</span>) is a carbonated soft drink produced in Scotland. It has been, in fact, the most popular soft drink in Scotland, and it is the only soft drink to out-compete Coca-Cola in its home market. <br /><br />One of Irn-Bru's slogans is "Scotland's other national drink," referring, of course, to whisky. On a related note, it's often used as a mixer with whisky or vodka, and it's also reputed to be an excellent cure for a hangover, perhaps thanks to its generous measures of sugar and caffeine.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.rampantscotland.com/graphics/taxi_irn_bru03653n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://www.rampantscotland.com/graphics/taxi_irn_bru03653n.jpg" alt="" border="0"></a><br /><br />In my visit to the UK in August I ordered an Irn-Bru on board a train from London to Edinburgh. I mistook its bright orange can to mean it was an orange soda. Instead, it tastes a lot like liquified Sweet Tarts. That is to say, it's damn sweet and rather tart. I like soda - I love a good Coke - but I'm not sure how I feel about Irn Bru.<br /><br />What I <span style="font-style:italic;">do</span> adore, however, is Irn-Bru's Christmas ad; it is, as the Brits are so fond of saying, 'brilliant.' Please click the snowman below to watch. Keep an eye out for glimpses of Edinburgh's Forth Bridge, Edinburgh Castle, and the Christmas-time ice rink in Princes Street Gardens, and be sure to listen to the lyrics.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfiqrkV_ZqI"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://www.duncans.tv/images/IRN-BRU-Snowman-Flight.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />Not all of Irn-Bru's advertising over the years has been so endearing and beloved as this particular ad. Indeed, according to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Irn-Bru">Wikipedia</a>:<br /><blockquote>Over the years, advertising campaigns for Irn-Bru have caused upset. One billboard featured a young woman in a bikini along with the slogan, "I never knew four-and-a-half inches could give so much pleasure". Another featured a picture of a cow with the slogan "When I'm a burger, I want to be washed down with Irn-Bru". This billboard received over 700 complaints but was cleared by advertisement watchdogs. A billboard which featured a depressed goth and the slogan "Cheer up Goth. Have an Irn Bru." was also criticised for inciting bullying.</blockquote><br />Irn-Bru clearly knows how to get attention. Considering their success, they seem to support the old marketing adage that "any publicity is good publicity."<br /><br />To our friends and family back across the Atlantic, fear not - Irn-Bru <span style="font-style:italic;">is</span> sold <a href="http://www.irn-bru-usa.com/index.html">in the States</a>! It doesn't appear to be available in the St. Louis area, but keep an eye out for that distinctive blue and orange can if you've ever wondered what would happen if you crushed up Sweet Tarts and added some water and carbonation.Ocikittyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13272773805908732413noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-54456449600681197652008-01-01T10:17:00.000-06:002008-01-03T15:05:12.493-06:00Auld Lang SyneAuld Lang Syne is the most famous of English-language New Year's songs, sung around the world throughout not only the UK but also the US, Canada, and Australia after the stroke of midnight. You may not recognize the title, but the first verse will surely bring the proper tune to mind, particularly on this, the first day of 2008. <br /><br />Well, it turns out the song is Scottish! (Mark always thought it was German; one look at the lyrics below illustrates why.) No one really knows how this ballad - with words partially collected from an ancient oral tradition and partially written by Scotland's poet Robert Burns, then set to the tune of an ancient Scottish song - became so widespread. The title, like much of the song, is in the Scots language, and it translates literally into modern English as 'Old Long Since' or more poetically as 'Long, Long Ago.'<br /><br />Considering the scant population (~5.1 million) of this remote, wilderness-dominated country, it's impressive to learn of the various influences it has had elsewhere in the world.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Auld Lang Syne</span><br /><br />Should auld acquaintance be forgot,<br />And never brought to mind?<br />Should auld acquaintance be forgot,<br />And auld lang syne?<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Chorus</span><br />For auld lang syne, my dear,<br />For auld lang syne,<br />We'll tak a cup of kindness yet,<br />For auld lang syne!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Verses</span><br />And surely ye'll be your pint-stowp<br />And surely I'll be mine,<br />And we'll tak a cup o kindness yet,<br />For auld lang syne!<br /><br />We twa hae run about the braes<br />And pou'd the gowans fine,<br />But we've wander'd monie a weary fit,<br />Sin auld lang syne.<br /><br />We twa hae paidl'd in the burn<br />Frae morning sun till dine,<br />But seas between us braid hae roar'd<br />Sin auld lang syne.<br /><br />And there's a hand my trusty fiere,<br />And gie's a hand o thine,<br />And we'll tak a right guid-willie waught,<br />For auld lang syne.Ocikittyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13272773805908732413noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-34098516474152202102007-12-20T02:56:00.000-06:002008-12-11T06:46:28.571-06:00Craigmillar Castle<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDOoS7tiJHWOkRFcFZcyrN6TH5o8AnQJoOo6zFjeAW0-0hS4lxMaPdVgfLUcwVjJt2_-uYvm3UpwxAmZ4WuQgQtZfs6tetqoUs5dc8OWDOEVELdIaXuobiYYOVz23b7nIeGAAsrcrJ6Q/s1600-h/craigmillar-450.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDOoS7tiJHWOkRFcFZcyrN6TH5o8AnQJoOo6zFjeAW0-0hS4lxMaPdVgfLUcwVjJt2_-uYvm3UpwxAmZ4WuQgQtZfs6tetqoUs5dc8OWDOEVELdIaXuobiYYOVz23b7nIeGAAsrcrJ6Q/s400/craigmillar-450.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5145976652643285682" /></a><br /><br />We went to Craigmillar Castle on Sunday. It is a cleverly built castle started around 1400. Its claim to fame is Mary I of Scotland, who arrived there after the birth of her son James I. It was within these walls that the plot to kill her second husband: Henry Stuart, Lord Darnley, was hatched. Darnley was later found in the gardens of Hamiltons' house, Kirk o' Field, Edinburgh, where he had been strangled to death. There had also been an explosion at that house the same night, however, it is unclear whether that was another assassination attempt, or an attempt to cover up the murder.<br /><br />Craigmillar Castle is impressive upon first sight because of its machicolated battlements. The corbeled arches are not just for decoration. Between each of them is a gap, from which defenders could drop rocks or shoot arrows at attackers trying to batter or sap the castle walls. Once you get atop the battlements you can see that there are also stone drain spouts constructed over these gaps. I imagine this not only kept the defenders' catwalk dry, but also allowed them to pour hot liquids down on the attackers. Indeed, the chimneys of the fireplaces within the castle would often extend in convenient locations where a cauldron of liquid could be placed and slowly boiled. I imagine almost anything would be poured down upon the attackers, including the waste and offal of soldiers having to relieve themselves during the siege.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFm1oE67qlMJOpQuknz-DvVGLSnLY4r3y6LYtOfXVv6hi7J__nLVdYjsuxP4Lmsah5irAa2Vj-ugtZKTRwAh_LVTuV64SkN_7GGQ3qUn9q1kaEABMmgL2fw3BiP0sD6Y7-KD-s0WneEQ/s1600-h/IMG_2491.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFm1oE67qlMJOpQuknz-DvVGLSnLY4r3y6LYtOfXVv6hi7J__nLVdYjsuxP4Lmsah5irAa2Vj-ugtZKTRwAh_LVTuV64SkN_7GGQ3qUn9q1kaEABMmgL2fw3BiP0sD6Y7-KD-s0WneEQ/s320/IMG_2491.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5145989099458509506" /></a><br /><br />The round towers are also cleverly constructed, with not only the machicolated battlements once again, but also with a central, flat stone circle where a counter-siege engine or artillery piece could be mounted, or even where additional archers could kneel and fire at attackers.<br /><br />The internal structure of the castle was much intact and parts even bordered on cozy. Of course, one would need plenty of tapestries and floor rugs to break up the endless cold of stone. Most of the rooms had fireplaces (a necessity in Scotland) and there seemed to be plenty of wall potties, where inhabitants could relieve themselves or where other waste could be dumped. Even the prison in the lowest level had one of these. By this time, it looked like the people were at least a little more aware of hygiene. A few outbreaks of the plague in nearby Edinburgh would do that, I suppose. Even one of the kitchens had a window carved into the an adjoining hall, which sloped down to what looked like a drain, where used broth, bones, and rotten food could be corralled and expunged.<br /><br />The invention of gunpowder resulted in the adaptation of many parts of the castle. Gun ports were built atop the battlements or carved into the sides of the walls. The cannon quickly made many of the castle defenses obsolete or impractical. It is a wonder that a castle such as Craigmillar survived as intact as it did. Many others we will see have not fared so well.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-57155213191934584892007-11-22T19:46:00.000-06:002007-11-22T20:24:54.953-06:00A rose is not a stoneI walk everywhere. But more importantly, I can walk everywhere. Beauty, music, and art are forever seated behind practicality. Like a man waking from a coma, I no longer require a machine to exist.<br /><br />A breath is wonderful. The intake is cool, moistened air. The skin around your face and eyes are realized as it rushes into your lungs. Sometimes I covet that breath. Sometimes I forget it. Sometimes I long for the breaths I will never take. Sometimes I long for the breaths that I have taken long ago. <br /><br />But here, I just breathe. <br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">dukkha <br /><br />the first of the Four Noble Truths, that all human experience is transient and that suffering results from excessive desire and attachment. </span><br /><br />I’ve been thinking about the human condition a lot lately. And, it occurs to me, that whoever wrote this definition for dictionary.com must have really struggled to come up with this exemplification of the human condition. It took me eight pages to approach it in a paper in college. But I could have done with much less. And, of course, I was approaching it from a Western tradition.<br /><br />But there it is. It is a terrifying, comforting Truth. The castle that I see every day has held prominence for 900 years. But it is nothing. Like everything built, it will fall. Not in my lifetime, but perhaps in a hundred. It is a fresh, moist breath in the ebb and flow of existence. The generals and kings that fought for their ideals and their pockets are gone and may be remembered, but are ultimately transient. They are as transient as the waif on North Bridge, begging for my pence. Pence, power, warmth, or recognition. Security. Permanence. Permanence-desire in the absence of permanence is suffering. <br /><br />Steps tick like heartbeats,<br />In a timeless city marked by timely monuments;<br />A thousand ghosts in the weathered stones<br />Suck the allusion from the plucked rose.<br /><br />Here am I and am not,<br />Here was and never was.<br />A rose is not a stone.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-73152934594115340302007-11-15T20:07:00.000-06:002007-11-15T20:57:49.146-06:00ImpressionsOnce it snowed 15 inches. <br /><br />My father forayed into the backyard, with me trailing behind, frantically pulling on my plastic snow pants. I was too young to remember why or what mission we were on, but I knew that I needed to follow. My worried mother told me to walk in his footsteps. She knew she couldn’t stop me from leaving.<br /><br />The footprints were large, rubber-made indentations. The steps to the patio had disappeared in a field of white. There was no sound. Snow makes everything pure and dead. <br /><br />I could see at the bottom of my father's footprint holes where the tread had imprinted. Everything was white. His steps had sunk into the snow knee-deep.<br /><br />I hopped from footprint to footprint where the patio used to be, I imagined myself a space man exploring new, hidden worlds, until it became quiet. I no longer saw him. Looking up, I still saw the trail of deep footprints I was too tired and too small to stumble through. My tepid heartbeat resonated in deadness of snow. I was alone and he’d gone too far up the hill for me to see or follow. Stillness was broken only by the occasional snowflake that fell like a careless death.<br /><br />* * *<br /><br />Many important men once walked here. They left their impressions that I marvel in and wonder at.<br /><br />Someone built a part-Parthenon on Calton Hill. I am a part-Parthenon. I am an incomplete masterpiece. Every angle of the original Parthenon was designed to lift and exemplify human beauty. I felt I could have been a Parthenon. But I, like the Edinburgh’s Folly, am just a partial skeleton.<br /><br />Grace has caressed, but not kissed me. I am destined to walk in the footprints of others. I am the dust brushed aside in the path of the Colossus. <br /><br />But impressions are vacancies.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-51486631475209083632007-11-12T13:49:00.000-06:002007-11-12T14:33:54.577-06:00American Expats in the UKI cannot imagine how much more daunting, bewildering, and lonely this experience would be if not for the existence of the <a href="http://www.americanexpats.co.uk/forum/index.php">cyber community at American Expats in the UK</a>. I have gained more information about how to prepare for relocation to the UK from that group of people than from all other sources combined. Visas and immigration laws - getting our cats into the country - international tax laws - how to get a bank account - rent and council tax... But as immeasurably valuable as their insight and experiences have been, so much greater is the gift of friendship in a strange land.<br /><br />Friday night gathering of Am Expat members and friends at the Tass, a pub at the corner of the Royal Mile and St. Mary’s Street, with vegetarian haggis, whisky, lager, and traditional Scottish music:<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh5.google.com/chimerical77/RzYlT2UHsLI/AAAAAAAABYk/afV2S7nXcJA/Tass_Nov092007.jpg?imgmax=512"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://lh5.google.com/chimerical77/RzYlT2UHsLI/AAAAAAAABYk/afV2S7nXcJA/Tass_Nov092007.jpg?imgmax=512" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><br />The next day, lunch at the Buffalo Grill in Stockbridge:<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh6.google.com/chimerical77/RzYsnGUHsSI/AAAAAAAABaU/VIN3ezrmLbw/StephieAllisonMelIainJoannabrettMark.jpg?imgmax=512"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://lh6.google.com/chimerical77/RzYsnGUHsSI/AAAAAAAABaU/VIN3ezrmLbw/StephieAllisonMelIainJoannabrettMark.jpg?imgmax=512" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><br />After lunch and a walk through the city, taking in the view and the wind on top of Calton Hill:<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh5.google.com/chimerical77/RzYsN2UHsPI/AAAAAAAABZ8/a0vQf1O0Keg/AllisonmelBrettMarkKelly1.jpg?imgmax=512"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://lh5.google.com/chimerical77/RzYsN2UHsPI/AAAAAAAABZ8/a0vQf1O0Keg/AllisonmelBrettMarkKelly1.jpg?imgmax=512" border="0" alt="" /></a>Ocikittyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13272773805908732413noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-72289792107279023132007-11-12T13:29:00.000-06:002007-11-12T13:39:37.885-06:00Status reportOne week in. This city is amazing. I might even use the word 'perfect,' except that I have been repeatedly warned by natives and other expats alike about the long, cold, dark, wet winter that looms just around the bend. They keep predicting rain, but so far the rain has not come; it seems we chose the right week to make our first. I suspect that this winter, of which I hear so much, could prove to be Edinburgh's lone fault.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh3.google.com/chimerical77/RzX3rmUHr_I/AAAAAAAABVU/4gX3XKzQDbg/IMG_2394.JPG?imgmax=512"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://lh3.google.com/chimerical77/RzX3rmUHr_I/AAAAAAAABVU/4gX3XKzQDbg/IMG_2394.JPG?imgmax=512" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />I have been in the office throughout this past week, except for 1 day which I took off. The newly constructed, window-lined building is excellent, as is its location at the border between the neighborhoods of New Town and Leith, and as are my friendly and jovial new coworkers. From my desk on the third floor (the second floor by British reckoning) I can look up cobblestoned Gayfield Place; the uphill street opens my view through the Georgian buildings toward Calton Hill in the distance. In the mornings, tendrils of steam drift from vents into the chill air, children make their way to St. Mary's Primary School (across the street), and seagulls meander past my window. By mid-morning the sun slants through, so I must lower the blinds; after a few hours, the glare has passed and they can be opened again.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://lh6.google.com/chimerical77/RzX3HWUHr3I/AAAAAAAABU0/Fu8KKYGE1Rw/IMG_2383.JPG?imgmax=512"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://lh6.google.com/chimerical77/RzX3HWUHr3I/AAAAAAAABU0/Fu8KKYGE1Rw/IMG_2383.JPG?imgmax=512" border="0" alt="" /></a>Ocikittyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13272773805908732413noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-16389002520538382622007-11-02T21:02:00.000-05:002007-11-03T05:02:56.551-05:00Over the AtlanticWe are currently flying over the Atlantic. Despite a few delays, we are on our way to what some have called an adventure, some have called an experience, and others have called crazy. I don’t think too deeply about these decisions. I am afraid of talking myself out of such things. Negative thoughts can be poison, and we fill our heads with enough poison. <br /><br />But the, “I don’t think we can (should) do it,” poison of the mind never really put up much of a fight this time. Usually, with decision rises doubt. Decision implies permanence. And, since nothing in reality has permanence, contradiction inevitably arises when permanence is declared. We don’t look at it as permanent. It is change. It is frightening, it is exciting. But it is only permanent if “home” and “proximity” become fixed ideals. And any fixed ideal is immediately poisoned by contradiction. <br /><br />We were delayed in St. Louis, and again in Newark, New Jersey. Newark was where I saw my first brown sunset. Kelly, looking out the window at the haze of brown below us inquired, “is that Fall, or is that pollution?” <br /><br />Beauty could not be Beauty without poison. In the immortality of the moment, Cleopatra, Socrates, and Hitler took poison. They became the ebb and flow of what we were. And what we are. And what we can be. We can be beautiful or we can be horrible. We even have the power to be or not be. It is all within our power of decision. We can decide to decide. <br /><br />The rush of wind beneath wings guides an iron bird that can not exist without years of science, centuries of the mountain that crushed the iron, or the millenniums that magma furnaces grew the mountain. Despite whatever force now pulls us thousands of miles from our birthplace, people are comforting to people. <br /><br />We fly on a plane that is comprised primarily of Scots. The syncopated accents and the orders of alcoholic beverages are a dead giveaway. When meeting new people I like to listen. I deciphered from the family behind us, that the little blonde boy wanted to keep a stray animal that had wandered into their Scottish house. He kept asking about a “gaaaayte” for the stairwell. His mother called the animal “little orphan Travis,” and brushed most of his questions aside with a hearty laugh. <br /><br />That conversation could happen in any accent in any place in the world. The boy sees the faith, the companionship, and cuddly comfort. The parent sees the problems, the responsibility, and the shit. Somehow, we muddle through it. Neither were what they were. If the mother gets her way, or if the boy gets his, they will each be a bit changed. A bit wiser. A bit hardened, or a bit softened.<br /><br />Each person is just a sum of his or her perceptions. No one exists without everything that has gone before. Everything is change. Nothing in reality exists that is not constantly changing. The mother’s heart softens to the innocent inquiries and logical constructions of the boy. The boy grows and learns that love is maintenance. <br /><br />The sunset may be Fall or pollution. Death is not particular. Even as the cells in my body are dying and birthing, I change. The sea life stirs and dies and devours thousands of feet beneath me. There is not sadness in change. It is what is. <br /><br />But I am no fool. I am lucky. I am luckier than 90% of the people who exist, or who have existed in their ebb and flow of toil. I could never write these words without family and friends whose sum I am the culmination of at this moment. These relationships and chemical equations that have created me and stretch back into infinity are the Truth of existence. <br /><br />I, the sum these relationships, will grow, change, and metamorphose. I will never be “I” again. But this “I” never really was and never is. The Truth that fuels these relations is the connections that remain no matter how many miles separate. No man is an island and no man can exist without everything else that comprises reality. Love, hate, happiness, living, dying, and sadness are all a part of being. But the most important part of being is sharing. <br /><br />Only by living together and sharing together can we die alone. It is the only thing that gives us comfort and truth in an otherwise distant, lonely, and conceptualized world. As strange as it sounds, I hope I grow closer to those I have left by leaving. At times my heart will ache, as it is designed to do, but those moments of joy upon rejoining… will not be unlike the astronauts who thought they were lost from the earth forever, feeling its gritty dust upon their feet, hands, mouths, and tongues. Truth is all around. But pettiness prevents me from appreciating it.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-70043730326118080272007-10-19T23:26:00.000-05:002007-10-19T23:51:34.360-05:00QuittingI quit my job today.<br /><br />I quit a bar-back job when Talayna couldn’t support the restaurant anymore. I quit Casa Gallardo when my hair grew too long. I quit Forest Hills Country Club twice. Once to make a point (which I was rehired upon making) and again when I went to college. I quit Turveys on the Green when I crashed my car. I quit the ditch-digging job out in Estes Park when I got tired of digging a sewer line for $7 a day. I quit Pagliai’s Pizza when there was a party one Saturday night in college. I quit bill collecting when a teaching job at an alternative school came along. And now, five years later, I am quitting that alternative school. I used to have nothing to lose. Quitting used to be easy.<br /><br />I’ve never been locked onto the steps of a career ladder, so I’ve never really had to worry about how far I’ve climbed, or what lay above. I’ve never felt bad about quitting. I’ve always ended up some place better. However, this job wasn’t just a job. It wasn’t a career, but it was more important than the row of numbers that qualified as just compensation for the last two weeks of traded life.<br /><br />Riverview was where I broke up my first fight. One of the kids was this little crack head named Deandre. He was always looking for trouble, cash, a good drug deal, and a new high. The other, John, was a quiet kid. He never picked any fights. He came in and did what his mom and brother wanted him to do. He read at a 3rd grade level, was stoned most of the time, and had no idea how to talk to girls. Once in the back office, he told me about how he and his brother showed up to a fight at the park a month ago, where dozens of guys were jumping out of vans with baseball bats and busting into each other. He wasn’t really sure what the fight was supposed to settle, he just knew the colors of which side he was on. <br /><br />Deandre dashed across the room. It only took a look and a couple of words. Apparently, Deandre’s boys had tangled with John’s brother and come up short. It was up to Deandre to rebalance things by punishing the little brother who had nothing to do with the original altercation. So it goes in the feudalistic mentality that is clan warfare. Guilt by association. Guilt by blood. I grabbed them both. I heard Deandre’s shirt rip as I grabbed it, twisted it and slung him sideways. He stumbled to his knees. He was surprised and off-balance. I stiff-armed John and held my arm crooked. He leaned against it, but didn’t try to get around it. As much as these kids called each other “motherfucker,” they didn’t really want to fight. They never really do at first, unless they are really cold-blooded and have it all planned out. But once they have squared off and have an audience, they have no choice but to fight. After yelling at John to sit down, I dragged Deandre to the front door and literally threw him on his ass. As he sat there on the sidewalk, I went back into the center, picked up his hat, walked back to the door, threw it at his face and told him, “Don’t come back.” And he didn’t. <br /><br />That is just one story of what must be a hundred. There was Martin, who had impregnated one of the girls in the center, had several other girlfriends, and another baby by another girlfriend. There was also the time that two of my students were pulled over by the cops in front of Walgreens and thrown on the ground, pistols waving. After the roughing-up it was determined to be a case of mistaken identity… but I started to understand why black kids had an “us-vs-them” mentality when it came to white cops.<br /><br />Kevin and Kent made it through HVAC school. They visited to tell me about how Anthony had wrecked his car doing 100 mph on the highway, jacked up on all sorts of “stuff he shouldn’t been doing,” and killed himself. <br /><br />You remember the successes because you can’t forget the tragedies.<br /><br />I used to play chess every Friday with Vince. He had spent nine months in jail. He never told me what for, but from what I pieced together, it was probably a weapon used in a car-jacking. Jail had actually mellowed the kid out. He was twenty, came in stoned all the time, but had evolved beyond violence. He’d done his time. He had his badge. I guess the neighborhood didn’t mess with him anymore. He was a pretty good chess player after those nine months. He never beat me, but he came close a few times. The kids used to gather around and watch. I told them if he ever beat me, I would let them leave a half-hour early.<br /><br />I have aged considerably since the early days in Riverview. Maybe I will get to all the stories in all the school districts eventually. But when you are dealing with the currency of children, rather than corporation, it becomes hard to leave. Today I left. It was probably the best bunch of kids I’ve ever abandoned, but most of them will be alright. There are only a few that I fear will end up like Anthony. One of them almost did. I gave him his diploma in a physical rehabilitation hospital. He had tubes in him, scars where tubes had been, and I am not sure he still had his feet. He had been that way for 5 months. In bed for five months. All because he and a friend had taken a high joy ride when an ice storm had hit. They were being stupid, sure. But some stupidity carries a life sentence, others get off easy.<br /><br />Whatever the next horizon holds, the stories of hundreds of these children are coming with me, like a flock of birds. Some of them are lost, some of them have landed in pleasant lands, and some of them are yet to die. I have done what I can. All there is left to do is tell some of their stories I haven’t yet gotten to. There isn’t anyone else doing it. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://erronis.net/misc/seagulls_xmas2005.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://erronis.net/misc/seagulls_xmas2005.JPG" border="0" alt="" /></a>Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-16417916150784369822007-10-19T22:55:00.000-05:002007-10-19T23:21:49.529-05:00O.B.O.The first real punch to the gut came was when it was time to sell my car.<br /><br />It didn't bother me to get rid of most of my things. It didn't upset me to sell off every piece of my 180-gallon saltwater aquarium, upon which I had spent several thousands of dollars and the better part of a year researching and assembling. Even bidding farewell to the beautifully hand-crafted walnut stand and canopy was met only with a mixture of relief and vague, barely considered regret.<br /><br />It didn't frighten me when we moved everything out of our new rowhouse where we had expected to spend the next 30-odd years. Even the day we met our renters and gave them the keys, the garage door opener, and a few last instructions before entrusting our home to their keeping found me too distracted and harried to feel scared or sad.<br /><br />Moving into my parents' house, the home of my childhood, was a return to the deeply familiar; setting a date for the termination of my cellphone service, cancelling our gym memberships, and forwarding our mail were minor tasks to check off a list; deciding on Mark's last day of work was a matter of course. Taking both cats to the vet was a duty that was long-overdue anyhow -- this time they just needed a few new procedures and a bit of extra attention to crossing the T's and dotting the I's. Submitting the various pieces of information and documentation to obtain my UK work permit and, subsequently, our visas was exacting, but -- ultimately only paperwork.<br /><br />The day it hit me was the day I drove my red Mazda 6s -- pimped out with all the trimmings -- to the the nearest dealership and asked them if they would buy it from me.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://erronis.net/car/car_all.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://erronis.net/car/car_all.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br />I love my car, so logically this made me sad. The irrational part of me protested, how can I live without a car? and this made me scared. I don't really want them to buy it - not the man at the dealership or the random guy I might find on Craigslist. I don't want their money, and I don't want to hand them my keys. I have found myself pondering absurd notions like putting it into a garage somewhere or parking it on the street at one of our parents' houses. Like I said, absurd; the value drops nigh weekly on a used car, sitting still for lengthy (much less, indefinite) periods does a car no good, and a car is a great big, steel thing that takes up a lot of space and costs money whether you drive it or not. I understand this. At least, part of me does.<br /><br />I guess I identify myself with that shiny, sleek, unnecessarily powerful machine more than I ever would have realized had this journey not come upon me. This particular attachment strikes me as especially American, and, philosophically speaking, not in the best way. Yet, somehow, that's just fine right about now.Ocikittyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13272773805908732413noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-67715949877193714832007-10-12T11:58:00.000-05:002007-10-12T12:22:50.025-05:00Whatever happened to the Newspaper?I used to love reading the Post-Dispatch. Then, one time, when I was in the library at Truman State University, killing time between classes, I read that day's copy of the New York Times. I was immediately impressed by the detail the NYTs provided. And, that made the writing much more interesting. Details--in any type of writing--bring that writing to life. It's a no-brainer of a formula. There is something inherently interesting about how many Rubles Raskolnikov has left, how much he spends on bread, and other mundane details that Dostoyevsky takes the time to relate in Crime and Punishment. All of these details serve to place us there.<br /><br />Now, in the information age, everything is sterilized before being package-delivered to the consumer of information. And, things that are packaged and sterilized, while they may be safe, are much less interesting and often devoid of flavor. News reporters all go to the AP for the same story. When something happens, they go to the talking heads of each party in order to get their press release about it, quote each side, and print it. Where's the footwork? Where is the interest?<br /><br />Walter Steinmann, my granfather and his brother Edward, once made the front page of the Post-Dispatch. Times were certainly different back then, but then again, the reporting was much more interesting than anything you would get in the Post-Dispatch today. Here is the article from Thursday, November 15, 1934:<br /><br /><strong>Two Caught, One Shot, in Burglary of Filling Station<br /></strong><br /><strong>Brothers Prevent Fifth Robbery in Two Months at Chambers and Bellefontaine Roads.</strong><br /><strong><br />Aroused By Alarm in Nearby Home<br /><br />Walter Steinmann Fires Through Door – Edward Nabs Men as They Flee Through Window.<br /></strong><br />The Burglar alarm buzzer in the bedroom of Walter and Edward Steinmann rattled noisily at 2 o’clock this morning, awaking the brothers and sending them out, hastily dressed, to thwart the fifth burglary in the past two months of the Steinmann filling station at the northeast corner of Chambers and Bellefontaine roads.<br /> <br />With shotguns ready, they crept up on the darkened station, 100 yards from the house. Firing through a door glass, Walter Steinmann shot a man who was taking cans of oil down from a shelf, while Edward, in a quick flank movement, took up a station on the other side of the building and captured the wounded man and his companion as they fled.<br /> <br />The captured men said they were John Laird, 22 years old, an unemployed laborer, who was struck in the right shoulder by about 60 pellets, and Fred Harper, 28, a laborer. Laird gave an address in the 5200 block of Natural Bridge avenue, Harper an address in the 5600 block of North Broadway.<br /> <br />In the station near an open window were found a sack containing candy, cigarettes and cigars, taken from the counters, and 10 cans of oil. An automobile which Harper was quoted as saying was his, was parked on Bellefontaine road near the station.<br /> <strong>Arrived Too Late Week Ago.</strong> <br />“We’ve got the burglar alarm to thank,” Walter Steinmann told a Post-Dispatch reporter. “I had it put in about a month ago after we had been robbed twice within a couple of weeks. More than two weeks ago we were robbed again because there was a loose connection in the alarm and it failed to work. Then, a week ago last Sunday, the station was robbed. The alarm went off but when I got there the burglars were running away. I fired two shots at them but it looks like no one was hit.<br /> <br />“Early this morning the alarm went off. Ed and I jumped out of bed, got into some clothes and each took a double-barreled 12-guage shotgun. I went out the back door and up to the east side of the station and Ed went out the front, on the road side.<br /> <br />“When I got up to the back door I looked in and there, under the night light, was a fellow taking down oil from the rack. I aimed through the glass of the door and let him have it. He ran into the next room, where, it turned out, there was another fellow working on the cigars and cigarettes.<br /> <strong>Climbed Out Window<br /></strong> <br />“Both of them climbed out a window but Ed was there and he yelled for them to halt. The wounded man started across the road but he came back when Ed hollered at him again, and we had them both.”<br /> <br />The filling station is owned by August Steinmann, father of the brothers, and is operated by Walter Steinmann, who is 32 years old. Edward, 34, is employed as a collector by the Laclede Gas Light Co.<br /> <br />An examination of the station showed it had been entered by a cellar window, not wired to set off the burglar alarm. The buzzer began to sound, however, when the window on the ground floor was opened, apparently in preparation for moving the loot of the burglary.<br /> <br />Warrants charging second degree burglary and larceny were issued this afternoon against Laird and Harper, who were quoted by deputies as having made written statements of guilt. Justice of the Peace Lewis set bond at $5000 each.Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-67720159417714302712007-07-10T16:09:00.000-05:002007-07-10T16:11:58.551-05:00Feeling Like Haggis<p class="MsoNormal">Feelings for men are a lot like cooked Haggis.<span style=""> </span>Innards and offal from a sheep or pig are boiled in its stomach.<span style=""> </span>You never know what you’re eating: whether it’s intestine, liver or lung.<span style=""> </span>We’ve come up with words to help us define feelings, but men aren’t good at identifying or using those words. So feelings for men are like Haggis indigestion.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><st1:country-region><st1:place>Scotland</st1:place></st1:country-region> sometimes makes me feel like I am trying to ingest and digest boiled animal offal.<span style=""> </span>Some parts are exciting – maybe that’s like the liver.<span style=""> </span>Some parts are exotic - maybe that’s like the intestine.<span style=""> </span>And some parts are frightening – maybe that’s like the lung.<span style=""> </span>All together though, it’s spicy, exotic, and strange.<span style=""> </span>And, really, I haven’t a clue what I am biting off.<span style=""> </span>After all, I’ve never tried Haggis.<span style=""> </span>And like many things, I probably wouldn’t really know how I felt about it.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I deal with the frightening parts, which are plenty, the same way I deal with most fears.<span style=""> </span>I just don’t think about them.<span style=""> </span>I don’t remember what Psychology 101 told me about this coping mechanism and whether it was appropriate or not, but it seems to work well enough for me.<span style=""> </span>Although I do get a tinge of indigestion occasionally when a piece of lung or liver surfaces that I wasn’t expecting.<span style=""> </span>Overall, though, I have to think an expedition into the unknown is pretty awesome.<span style=""> </span>It’s a lot more daring than eating a plate of steaming sheep organs.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">When I was younger, I always wanted to be that guy who could pick up at the drop of a hat and move on down the road.<span style=""> </span>However, as many roads as I roamed, I always ended back at home.<span style=""> </span>That may not happen this time.<span style=""> </span>But then again, you never know what Haggis tastes like, unless you dig in.<span style=""> </span>Of courses, I’ll order the vegetarian variety…</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p>Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8027766375984620801.post-34614291914313517942007-06-20T23:20:00.000-05:002007-06-20T23:25:36.361-05:00Taking Out the Trash<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;">It's not easy getting ready for a sudden move to </span><st1:country-region><st1:place><span style="font-family: Arial;">Scotland</span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span style="font-family: Arial;">.<span style=""> </span>Despite all my best efforts at living lightly, we have accumulated a lot of crap.<span style=""> </span>People tend to be junk magnets, especially when they are paired off.<span style=""> </span>Luckily I do not have much of a compunction about tossing out old memories, although every once in a while I will linger a little long over a baseball ticket stub, a box of magic cards for a game I no longer play, or an old college textbook I haven’t cracked in a decade – and may not have even opened in college, depending on what the course was.<span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;">These moments are accompanied by a deluge of memories.<span style=""> </span>Most of the memories are good, but, like all memories, the taint of the bad is often more powerful than the fragrance of the pleasant.<span style=""> </span>The Magic cards I pulled out of the basement made me remember Darnell from college.<span style=""> </span>He used to come over with his enormous box of at least 5000 magic cards.<span style=""> </span>Jeremy, Darnell and I would sit around all afternoon guzzling cheap beer, smoking camel lights, building decks and playing magic.<span style=""> </span>We would play each other straight up, or 3-person games.<span style=""> </span>We would discuss deck-building strategies, make sound effects when our best cards were played, and talk trash when we had a great card in our hands.<span style=""> </span>Of course these memories remind me of how Darnell suddenly died one day of a blood clot in his brain.<span style=""> </span>These moments remind of the haiku by Taniguchi Buson.<o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;">The piercing chill I feel:<br />my dead wife's comb, in our bedroom,<br />under my heel.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Each time I look at those cards, the memory of Darnell is a little more distant.<span style=""> </span>Maybe some day I will throw them away, or sell them.<span style=""> </span>But not just yet.<span style=""> </span>Items tied to memory can be very powerful. <span style=""> </span>Since our brains work by association, items in the dark recesses of our basements are like tiny little reservoirs of memory.<span style=""> </span>Sometimes it gets a little out of hand.<span style=""> </span>We covet memories so much, that we start collecting junk that could hold memories.<span style=""> </span>Or we start collecting stuff that could hold other people’s memories.<span style=""> </span>And sometimes we are just collecting junk because we don’t know what to do with it.<span style=""> </span>Like why have I been holding onto a pair of 10 pound dumbbells I haven’t used in at least 5 years?<span style=""> </span>Or why do I need three sleeping bags?<span style=""> </span>Or why do I remember Baumgartner’s phone number from the 7<sup>th</sup> grade?<o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;">I think a lot of people are like this.<span style=""> </span>And collecting junk isn’t only about memories, useless or not.<span style=""> </span>Maybe men like to collect stuff, because it is like conquering.<span style=""> </span>They are hunters.<span style=""> </span>Maybe women like to collect stuff because they are the gatherers.<span style=""> </span>Put the two together and you have a lot of junk.<span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Cavewoman</span>: “Are you ever going to get rid of that saber-tooth tiger skin?<span style=""> </span>It is moth-eaten and tattered nearly to shreds!”<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Caveman</span>: “I’ll get rid of it when you get rid of your bone rattles!”<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;">I am certainly this way about books.<span style=""> </span>I lie to people and tell them that I have so many books so that when I remember something I read a long time ago, I can page through the book to find it.<span style=""> </span>That sounds plausible enough, but it has really only happened two or three times.<span style=""> </span>I collect books, because they are like little conquests of knowledge acquisition.<span style=""> </span>I have read the majority of the books I own. This means when people come over, they can be impressed with my voluminous knowledge of everything from Saul Bellow to Herodotus to Shakespeare.<span style=""> </span>Of course ask me anything specific about any one book and chances are I can’t remember.<span style=""> </span>The mind is a faulty, failing thing.<span style=""> </span>But at least I know I possessed that knowledge at one time.<span style=""> </span>It’s a security thing.<span style=""> </span>Like a back-up disk for my brain. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Then… suddenly there is an urge to purge all of the cobwebby junk that has been lying in the dark of the basement for 2 years, 5 years, 10 years, or more, depending on how advanced we have become in age.<span style=""> </span>It's like a giant enema.<span style=""> </span>Or a hard drive dump.<span style=""> </span>This most recent purge has been brought on by a planned move to </span><st1:country-region><st1:place><span style="font-family: Arial;">Scotland</span></st1:place></st1:country-region><span style="font-family: Arial;">.<span style=""> </span>But nothing so radical is needed.<span style=""> </span>Indeed, some people have colloquially called these enemas “spring cleaning.” <o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: Arial;">I bet right now you are thinking about that pile of boxes in your basement and how cathartic it would be to go down there and start pitching stuff. Not only is it unburdening, but you might run across something that causes you to remember something you have not thought of in years.</span><o:p></o:p></p>Markhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04474187901359365554noreply@blogger.com4